My
name is Pauline . I live at Kilimani Estate in Nairobi with my father.
For security reason, I may want to hide some other details as I do not
want my father to be arrested. All I need are good words on how to get
myself out of what my father dragged me into.
My
mother died 10 years ago and since then, father has not remarried. Many
have ignorantly commended him for having endured for this long. But the
truth is that he has practically turned me to his wife. I had tried
very hard to make him see reason why he should stop the sacrilegious act
of sleeping with me, but he was
adamant.
It all started few months before I gained admission into a top
university to study Mass Communication. While I was preparing to leave
the house, my father who is a popular businessman walked up to me in my
room and handed me an envelope containing my school fees and other
things that I had requested. I excitedly embraced dad who held unto me
for a very long time. I managed to pull myself off his arms. It is
difficult to say exactly what daddy told me, but it was obvious that he
wanted to have me on bed.
That same night, the thought of daddy’s advances kept ringing on my head, and just as I was thinking, daddy came into my bedroom, forced me on bed. My elder brother was around but had no idea as it was too much an embarrassment to shout over what daddy was doing to me. Of course, he succeeded, and I left home the next money to Thika.
That same night, the thought of daddy’s advances kept ringing on my head, and just as I was thinking, daddy came into my bedroom, forced me on bed. My elder brother was around but had no idea as it was too much an embarrassment to shout over what daddy was doing to me. Of course, he succeeded, and I left home the next money to Thika.
The summary is that since then, daddy has made it a culture to visit me
in school. Even though I refused to show him where was staying
initially, he said he was only looking for the place to apologize.
Unfortunately, that marked the beginning of constant and continued
sexual relationship between daddy and I.
I’m done with my studies, yet we can’t stop having sex. I think I now enjoy having sex with my father.
The hatred for him has suddenly declined, and I’m the one who is now jealous. I don’t even want to see any woman around him since I got back from school. Sometimes, it pricks me that what we are into is highly sacrilegious, but such thought would only last for few minutes. Daddy is even more reserved and careful than I’m. I think I now have a big problem. How do I get out of this? Can this confession even help me when I keep battling with myself over this matter? What do I do please? I need help!
The hatred for him has suddenly declined, and I’m the one who is now jealous. I don’t even want to see any woman around him since I got back from school. Sometimes, it pricks me that what we are into is highly sacrilegious, but such thought would only last for few minutes. Daddy is even more reserved and careful than I’m. I think I now have a big problem. How do I get out of this? Can this confession even help me when I keep battling with myself over this matter? What do I do please? I need help!
